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Mon, Jan. 2nd, 2006, 10:22 pm
osg313: Newbie (not to LJ but to this comm)

Hi
27 and a half
screen name is "original suicide girl" but I'm not from michigan
I'm sort of in love/hate relationship with Slim (Shady that is)

I met a kid named Andy Makinder a year ago.
It hurts me really bad because he is dead.
He was 18 and he told me he was doing cocaine.
I said "wow andy, I'm 26 I don't do that stuff anymore, I'm a Christian"
He said "I'm 18 I have all the time in the world"
I guess now because he died November 11th of a drug overdose, I was right and he was wrong.

Why doesn't anyone ever listen to me?
I'm real pretty!
I guess that is why.
Or maybe I'm pretty on the inside and ugly on the outside at times.

Oh well. I'm never really ugly to me and as long as my skin stays in check I like myself.
I hate this world it seems like hell to me.
I can never help out and noone ever listens.
Ai in Chicago got me expelled just because they wanted to forget about Andy.

I was a straight A student?
What the fuck!?
Oh well move on right?
Even though now I'm in debt with no job and pretty much too depressed to get one.

Oh well.
Oh well.

I'm getting another tat and running off to join the Barnum and Bailey circus or something.